Multext-East Corpus Sampler: Slovene-English Aligned 1984

<Osl.1.2.2.1>Bil je jasen, mrzel aprilski dan in ure so bile trinajst.
<Oen.1.1.1.1>It was a bright cold day in April, and the clocks were striking thirteen.
<Osl.1.2.2.2> Winston Smith je imel brado zakopano v prsi, da bi ušel strupenemu vetru, ko je stopil skozi steklena vrata bloka Zmaga, vendar ne dovolj hitro, da ne bi vrtinec peščenega prahu vstopil skupaj z njim.
<Oen.1.1.1.2> Winston Smith, his chin nuzzled into his breast in an effort to escape the vile wind, slipped quickly through the glass doors of Victory Mansions, though not quickly enough to prevent a swirl of gritty dust from entering along with him.
<Osl.1.2.3.1>Veža je smrdela po kuhanem zelju in starih, cunjastih predpražnikih.
<Oen.1.1.2.1>The hallway smelt of boiled cabbage and old rag mats.
<Osl.1.2.3.2>Na eni strani je bil na steno pribit barven, za notranjo opremo prevelik plakat.
<Oen.1.1.2.2>At one end of it a coloured poster, too large for indoor display, had been tacked to the wall.
<Osl.1.2.3.3>Prikazoval je preprosto ogromen, več kot meter velik obraz: obraz moškega pri petinštiridesetih, s košatimi črnimi brki in z ostro začrtanimi, čednimi potezami.
<Oen.1.1.2.3>It depicted simply an enormous face, more than a metre wide: the face of a man of about forty-five, with a heavy black moustache and ruggedly handsome features.
<Osl.1.2.3.4> Winston se je napotil proti stopnicam.
<Oen.1.1.2.4> Winston made for the stairs.
<Osl.1.2.3.5>Ni bilo vredno preskusiti dvigala.
<Oen.1.1.2.5>It was no use trying the lift.
<Osl.1.2.3.6>Še v najboljših časih je redko delovalo, zdaj pa so električni tok v dnevnih urah odklapljali.
<Oen.1.1.2.6>Even at the best of times it was seldom working, and at present the electric current was cut off during daylight hours.
<Osl.1.2.3.7>To je sodilo k ekonomski kampanji v pripravah za Teden sovraštva.
<Oen.1.1.2.7>It was part of the economy drive in preparation for Hate Week.
<Osl.1.2.3.8>Stanovanje je bilo v sedmem nadstropju in Winston, ki je imel devetintrideset let in krčni tvor nad desnim gležnjem, je stopal počasi in spotoma večkrat počival.
<Oen.1.1.2.8>The flat was seven flights up, and Winston, who was thirty-nine and had a varicose ulcer above his right ankle, went slowly, resting several times on the way.
<Osl.1.2.3.9>V vsakem nadstropju je nasproti jaška za dvigalo strmel s stene plakat z velikanskim obrazom.
<Oen.1.1.2.9>On each landing, opposite the lift-shaft, the poster with the enormous face gazed from the wall.
<Osl.1.2.3.10>Bila je to ena tistih podob, ki so izdelane tako, da ti oči sledijo, medtem ko se premikaš.
<Oen.1.1.2.10>It was one of those pictures which are so contrived that the eyes follow you about when you move.
<Osl.1.2.3.11>"Veliki Brat te opazuje", se je glasil napis pod njim.
<Oen.1.1.2.11>" Big Brother is watching you", the caption beneath it ran.
<Osl.1.2.4.1>V stanovanju je sočen glas bral seznam številk, ki so bile v nekakšni zvezi s proizvodnjo surovega železa.
<Oen.1.1.3.1>Inside the flat a fruity voice was reading out a list of figures which had something to do with the production of pig-iron.
<Osl.1.2.4.2>Glas je prihajal s pravokotne kovinske plošče, podobne potemnelemu ogledalu, ki je bila del površja desne stene.
<Oen.1.1.3.2>The voice came from an oblong metal plaque like a dulled mirror which formed part of the surface of the right-hand wall.
<Osl.1.2.4.3> Winston je zasukal gumb in glas se je malo znižal, vendar so bile besede še vedno razumljive.
<Oen.1.1.3.3> Winston turned a switch and the voice sank somewhat, though the words were still distinguishable.
<Osl.1.2.4.4>Napravo (imenovala se je telekran) je bilo moč utišati, vendar je nisi mogel popolnoma izključiti.
<Oen.1.1.3.4>The instrument (the telescreen, it was called) could be dimmed, but there was no way of shutting it off completely.
<Osl.1.2.4.5>Odšel je proti oknu: drobna, krhka postava, katere mršavost je še poudarjal modri kombinezon, ki je bil uniforma Partije.
<Oen.1.1.3.5>He moved over to the window: a smallish, frail figure, the meagreness of his body merely emphasized by the blue overalls which were the uniform of the Party.
<Osl.1.2.4.6>Njegovi lasje so bili zelo svetli, obraz po naravi rdeč, koža pa raskava od grobega mila, topih britvic in mrzle zime, ki je ravnokar minila.
<Oen.1.1.3.6>His hair was very fair, his face naturally sanguine, his skin roughened by coarse soap and blunt razor blades and the cold of the winter that had just ended.
<Osl.1.2.5.1>Svet zunaj je bil videti mrzel še skozi zaprto okno.
<Oen.1.1.4.1>Outside, even through the shut window-pane, the world looked cold.
<Osl.1.2.5.2>Spodaj na ulici so vrtinci vetra sukali prah in kose papirja in čeprav je sijalo sonce in je bilo nebo živo modro, se je zdelo, da ni barve nikjer drugje kot na plakatih, ki so bili prilepljeni vsepovsod.
<Oen.1.1.4.2>Down in the street little eddies of wind were whirling dust and torn paper into spirals, and though the sun was shining and the sky a harsh blue, there seemed to be no colour in anything, except the posters that were plastered everywhere.
<Osl.1.2.5.3>Obraz s črnimi brki je visel z vsakega dominantnega mesta.
<Oen.1.1.4.3>The blackmoustachio'd face gazed down from every commanding corner.
<Osl.1.2.5.4>Eden je visel na pročelju hiše takoj nasproti.
<Oen.1.1.4.4>There was one on the house-front immediately opposite.
<Osl.1.2.5.5>"Veliki Brat te opazuje", je govoril napis, medtem ko so temne oči zrle naravnost v Winstonove.
<Oen.1.1.4.5>" Big Brother is watching you," the caption said, while the dark eyes looked deep into Winston's own.
<Osl.1.2.5.6>Spodaj, v višini ceste, je neki drug plakat, strgan na enem vogalu, sunkovito plapolal v vetru, zapored odkrivajoč in zakrivajoč eno samo besedo Angsoc.
<Oen.1.1.4.6>Down at streetlevel another poster, torn at one corner, flapped fitfully in the wind, alternately covering and uncovering the single word " Ingsoc".
<Osl.1.2.5.7>Daleč zadaj je zdrsnil med strehe helikopter, za hip obvisel v zraku kakor kačji pastir in se v loku znova pognal dalje.
<Oen.1.1.4.7>In the far distance a helicopter skimmed down between the roofs, hovered for an instant like a bluebottle, and darted away again with a curving flight.
<Osl.1.2.5.8>To je bila Policijska patrola, ki je vohljala po oknih.
<Oen.1.1.4.8>It was the police patrol, snooping into people's windows.
<Osl.1.2.5.9>Patrole seveda niso bile važne.
<Oen.1.1.4.9>The patrols did not matter, however.
<Osl.1.2.5.10>Edinole Miselna policija je bila važna.
<Oen.1.1.4.10>Only the Thought Police mattered.
<Osl.1.2.6.1>Za Winstonovim hrbtom je telekran še vedno čenčal o surovem železu in o tem, kako so prekoračili Deveto triletko.
<Oen.1.1.5.1>Behind Winston's back the voice from the telescreen was still babbling away about pig-iron and the overfulfillment of the Ninth Three-Year Plan.
<Osl.1.2.6.2>Telekran je sprejemal in oddajal obenem.
<Oen.1.1.5.2>The telescreen received and transmitted simultaneously.
<Osl.1.2.6.3>Vsak šum, glasnejši od zelo tihega šepeta, ki ga je povzročil Winston, je telekran tudi sprejemal; še več, dokler se je mudil na vidnem polju, ki ga je obvladovala kovinska plošča, ga je bilo mogoče videti in slišati.
<Oen.1.1.5.3>Any sound that Winston made, above the level of a very low whisper, would be picked up by it, moreover, so long as he remained within the field of vision which the metal plaque commanded, he could be seen as well as heard.
<Osl.1.2.6.4>Seveda ni bilo mogoče vedeti, ali te v danem trenutku opazujejo.
<Oen.1.1.5.4>There was of course no way of knowing whether you were being watched at any given moment.
<Osl.1.2.6.5>O tem, kako pogosto in po kakšnem sistemu se policija vključuje v ta ali oni oddajnik, si lahko samo ugibal.
<Oen.1.1.5.5>How often, or on what system, the Thought Police plugged in on any individual wire was guesswork.
<Osl.1.2.6.6>Mogoče je bilo celo, da vsakogar ves čas opazujejo; bodi tako ali drugače, priključili so se lahko na tvoj oddajnik, kadarkoli so hoteli.
<Oen.1.1.5.6>It was even conceivable that they watched everybody all the time.<Oen.1.1.5.7>But at any rate they could plug in your wire whenever they wanted to.
<Osl.1.2.6.7>Živeti si moral -- in si živel, iz navade, ki se je spremenila v nagon -- v domnevi, da prisluškujejo vsakemu šumu, ki ga narediš, in opazujejo -- razen v temi -- vsak tvoj gib.
<Oen.1.1.5.8>You had to live -- did live, from habit that became instinct -- in the assumption that every sound you made was overheard, and, except in darkness, every movement scrutinized.
<Osl.1.2.7.1> Winston je obračal telekranu hrbet.
<Oen.1.1.6.1> Winston kept his back turned to the telescreen.
<Osl.1.2.7.2>Varneje je bilo tako, čeprav je bil, kot je dobro vedel, tudi hrbet lahko izdajalski.
<Oen.1.1.6.2>It was safer, though, as he well knew, even a back can be revealing.
<Osl.1.2.7.3>Kilometer stran se je dvigalo kvišku Ministrstvo resnice, njegovo delovno mesto, velikansko in belo nad sajasto pokrajino.
<Oen.1.1.6.3>A kilometre away the Ministry of Truth, his place of work, towered vast and white above the grimy landscape.
<Osl.1.2.7.4>To, je pomislil z nekakšnim nedoločnim odporom, to je London, glavno mesto Airstripa Ena, po gostoti prebivalstva tretje province v Oceaniji.
<Oen.1.1.6.4>This, he thought with a sort of vague distaste -- this was London, chief city of Airstrip One, itself the third most populous of the provinces of Oceania.
<Osl.1.2.7.5>Poskušal se je domisliti otroškega spomina, ki bi mu povedal, ali je bil London vedno prav takšen.
<Oen.1.1.6.5>He tried to squeeze out some childhood memory that should tell him whether London had always been quite like this.
<Osl.1.2.7.6>So že od nekdaj stale te vrste trohnečih hiš iz devetnajstega stoletja, katerih stene so podprte z lesenimi bruni, okna zadelana z lepenko in strehe z valovito pločevino, varovalne mreže pa visijo na vse strani?
<Oen.1.1.6.6>Were there always these vistas of rotting nineteenth-century houses, their sides shored up with baulks of timber, their windows patched with cardboard and their roofs with corrugated iron, their crazy garden walls sagging in all directions?
<Osl.1.2.7.7>Pa bombardirana področja, kjer se je prah od ometa vrtinčil v zraku in se je bohotil vrbovec po kupih gramoza; pa kraji, kjer so bombe razdejale večja področja, na katerih so zrasle umazane kolonije lesenih, kurnikom podobnih kolib?
<Oen.1.1.6.7>And the bombed sites where the plaster dust swirled in the air and the willow-herb straggled over the heaps of rubble; and the places where the bombs had cleared a larger patch and there had sprung up sordid colonies of wooden dwellings like chicken-houses?
<Osl.1.2.7.8>Zaman, ni se mogel spomniti: nič ni ostalo od njegovega otroštva, razen vrste živo osvetljenih podob, ki so se pojavljale brez ozadja in so bile večinoma nerazumljive.
<Oen.1.1.6.8>But it was no use, he could not remember: nothing remained of his childhood except a series of bright-lit tableaux occurring against no background and mostly unintelligible.
<Osl.1.2.8.1>Ministrstvo resnice -- Minires v Novoreku* -- se je osupljivo ločilo od kateregakoli predmeta.
<Oen.1.1.7.1> Ministry of Truth, -- Minitrue, in Newspeak* -- was startlingly different from any other object in sight.
<Osl.1.2.8.2>Bilo je velikanska piramidasta zgradba iz bleščeče belega betona, ki je v terasah kipela kvišku, tristo metrov visoko v zrak.
<Oen.1.1.7.2>It was an enormous pyramidal structure of glittering white concrete, soaring up, terrace after terrace, 300 metres into the air.
<Osl.1.2.8.3>S kraja, kjer je stal Winston, se je ravno še dalo prebrati tri partijske parole, ki so se v lepih črkah odražale z belega pročelja: "Vojna je mir""Svoboda je suženjstvo""Nevednost je moč"
<Oen.1.1.7.3>From where Winston stood it was just possible to read, picked out on its white face in elegant lettering, the three slogans of the Party: "War is peace""Freedom is slavery""Ignorance is strength."
<Osl.1.2.10.1>Ministrstvo resnice je obsegalo, kot so govorili, tri tisoč prostorov nad zemljo in ustrezno število pod njo.
<Oen.1.1.9.1> Ministry of Truth, contained, it was said, three thousand rooms above ground level, and corresponding ramifications below.
<Osl.1.2.10.2>Po Londonu so bila posejana samo še tri poslopja podobne oblike in velikosti.
<Oen.1.1.9.2>Scattered about London there were just three other buildings of similar appearance and size.
<Osl.1.2.10.3>Tako popolnoma so obvladovala vso okoliško arhitekturo, da je bilo s strehe bloka Zmage moč videti vsa tri hkrati.
<Oen.1.1.9.3>So completely did they dwarf the surrounding architecture that from the roof of Victory Mansions you could see all four of them simultaneously.
<Osl.1.2.10.4>To so bili sedeži štirih ministrstev, iz katerih je sestajal ves vladni aparat: Ministrstvo resnice, ki se je ukvarjalo z novicami, zabavo, prosveto in umetnostjo; Ministrstvo miru, ki se je ukvarjalo z vojno; Ministrstvo ljubezni, ki je vzdrževalo red in postavo; in Ministrstvo obilja, ki je bilo odgovorno za gospodarske zadeve.
<Oen.1.1.9.4>They were the homes of the four Ministries between which the entire apparatus of government was divided.<Oen.1.1.9.5>The Ministry of Truth, which concerned itself with news, entertainment, education, and the fine arts.<Oen.1.1.9.6>The Ministry of Peace, which concerned itself with war.<Oen.1.1.9.7>The Ministry of Love, which maintained law and order.<Oen.1.1.9.8>And the Ministry of Plenty, which was responsible for economic affairs.
<Osl.1.2.10.5>Njihova imena v novoreku: Minires, Minimir, Miniljub in Miniob.
<Oen.1.1.9.9>Their names, in Newspeak: Minitrue, Minipax, Miniluv, and Miniplenty.
<Osl.1.2.11.1>Ministrstvo ljubezni je bilo zares grozljivo.
<Oen.1.1.10.1>The Ministry of Love was the really frightening one.
<Osl.1.2.11.2>Oken na njem sploh ni bilo.
<Oen.1.1.10.2>There were no windows in it at all.
<Osl.1.2.11.3> Winston ni bil še nikoli v Ministrstvu ljubezni, pa tudi v njegovi soseščini v premeru pol kilometra okrog njega ne.
<Oen.1.1.10.3> Winston had never been inside the Ministry of Love, nor within half a kilometre of it.
<Osl.1.2.11.4>Tja si lahko prišel samo po uradnih opravkih, pa še takrat je bilo treba prodreti skozi blodnjak ovir iz bodeče žice, jeklenih vrat in skritih strojničnih gnezd.
<Oen.1.1.10.4>It was a place impossible to enter except on official business, and then only by penetrating through a maze of barbed-wire entanglements, steel doors, and hidden machine-gun nests.
<Osl.1.2.11.5>Celo po ulicah, ki so vodile k zunanjim pregradam, so se klatili črno uniformirani stražniki z obrazi goril, oboroženi s pendreki.
<Oen.1.1.10.5>Even the streets leading up to its outer barriers were roamed by gorilla-faced guards in black uniforms, armed with jointed truncheons.
<Osl.1.2.12.1> Winston se je sunkoma obrnil.
<Oen.1.1.11.1> Winston turned round abruptly.
<Osl.1.2.12.2>Na obraz si je nadel izraz spokojnega optimizma, ki ga je bilo priporočljivo nositi, kadar si bil obrnjen proti telekranu.
<Oen.1.1.11.2>He had set his features into the expression of quiet optimism which it was advisable to wear when facing the telescreen.
<Osl.1.2.12.3>Odšel je čez sobo v majhno kuhinjo.
<Oen.1.1.11.3>He crossed the room into the tiny kitchen.
<Osl.1.2.12.4>Ko je tako ob tej uri odšel iz Ministrstva, je žrtvoval svoje kosilo v kantini in zavedal se je, da v kuhinji ni nikakršne hrane, razen kosa črnega kruha, ki pa ga je bilo treba prihraniti za jutrišnji zajtrk.
<Oen.1.1.11.4>By leaving the Ministry at this time of day he had sacrificed his lunch in the canteen, and he was aware that there was no food in the kitchen except a hunk of dark-coloured bread which had got to be saved for tomorrow's breakfast.
<Osl.1.2.12.5>S police je vzel steklenico brezbarvne tekočine s preprosto belo etiketo, označeno z Gin Zmaga.
<Oen.1.1.11.5>He took down from the shelf a bottle of colourless liquid with a plain white label marked Victory Gin.
<Osl.1.2.12.6>Imela je priskuten, oljnat vonj, podobno kot kitajsko riževo žganje.
<Oen.1.1.11.6>It gave off a sickly, oily smell, as of Chinese rice spirit.
<Osl.1.2.12.7> Winston si je je nalil skoraj za čajno skodelico, se pripravil na udarec in jo zvrnil kot zdravilo.
<Oen.1.1.11.7> Winston poured out nearly a teacupful, nerved himself for a shock, and gulped it down like a dose of medicine.
<Osl.1.2.13.1>Njegov obraz je v trenutku škrlatno pordel in solze so mu pritekle iz oči.
<Oen.1.1.12.1>Instantly his face turned scarlet and the water ran out of his eyes.
<Osl.1.2.13.2>Stvar je bila podobna solitrni kislini, še več, ko si jo pogoltnil, si imel občutek, da so te z gumijevko udarili po temenu.
<Oen.1.1.12.2>The stuff was like nitric acid, and moreover, in swallowing it one had the sensation of being hit on the back of the head with a rubber club.
<Osl.1.2.13.3>Vendar pa se je ogenj v njegovem trebuhu naslednji hip polegel in svet je bil videti prijaznejši.
<Oen.1.1.12.3>The next moment, however, the burning in his belly died down and the world began to look more cheerful.
<Osl.1.2.13.4>Vzel si je cigareto iz pomečkanega zavojčka z napisom Cigarete Zmaga in jo neprevidno podržal pokonci, tako da se je tobak posul po tleh.
<Oen.1.1.12.4>He took a cigarette from a crumpled packet marked " Victory Cigarettes" and incautiously held it upright, whereupon the tobacco fell out on to the floor.
<Osl.1.2.13.5>Pri naslednji je imel več uspeha.
<Oen.1.1.12.5>With the next he was more successful.
<Osl.1.2.13.6>Vrnil se je v dnevno sobo in sedel za malo mizo, ki je stala levo od telekrana.
<Oen.1.1.12.6>He went back to the living-room and sat down at a small table that stood to the left of the telescreen.
<Osl.1.2.13.7>Iz predala je vzel peresnik, stekleničko črnila in debel, prazen zvezek kvadratnega formata, z rdečim hrbtom in trdimi platnicami.
<Oen.1.1.12.7>From the table drawer he took out a penholder, a bottle of ink, and a thick, quarto-sized blank book with a red back and a marbled cover.
<Osl.1.2.14.1>Iz neznanega razloga je bil telekran v dnevni sobi na neobičajnem mestu.
<Oen.1.1.13.1>For some reason the telescreen in the living-room was in an unusual position.
<Osl.1.2.14.2>Namesto da bi bil, kot ponavadi, na zadnji steni, od koder bi bil obvladoval vso sobo, je bil na daljši steni nasproti okna.
<Oen.1.1.13.2>Instead of being placed, as was normal, in the end wall, where it could command the whole room, it was in the longer wall, opposite the window.
<Osl.1.2.14.3>Poleg njega je bila plitva niša, kjer je zdaj sedel Winston, in ki je bila, ko so stanovanje gradili, verjetno namenjena za knjižne police.
<Oen.1.1.13.3>To one side of it there was a shallow alcove in which Winston was now sitting, and which, when the flats were built, had probably been intended to hold bookshelves.
<Osl.1.2.14.4>Če je Winston sedel v niši in se močno naslanjal nazaj, je lahko ostal vsaj vizualno izven območja telekrana.
<Oen.1.1.13.4>By sitting in the alcove, and keeping well back, Winston was able to remain outside the range of the telescreen, so far as sight went.
<Osl.1.2.14.5>Seveda ga je bilo moč slišati, a vse dokler je vztrajal v svojem sedanjem položaju, ga ni bilo moč videti.
<Oen.1.1.13.5>He could be heard, of course, but so long as he stayed in his present position he could not be seen.
<Osl.1.2.14.6>Deloma ga je ravno nenavadni tloris sobe napeljal na to, kar se je zdaj pripravljal storiti.
<Oen.1.1.13.6>It was partly the unusual geography of the room that had suggested to him the thing that he was now about to do.
<Osl.1.2.15.1>Toda k temu ga je bil napeljal tudi zvezek, ki ga je pravkar vzel iz predala.
<Oen.1.1.14.1>But it had also been suggested by the book that he had just taken out of the drawer.
<Osl.1.2.15.2>Bil je to posebno lep zvezek.
<Oen.1.1.14.2>It was a peculiarly beautiful book.
<Osl.1.2.15.3>Njegov gladki papir smetanove barve, malo porumenel od starosti, je bil tiste vrste, ki ga že najmanj štirideset let niso izdelovali.
<Oen.1.1.14.3>Its smooth creamy paper, a little yellowed by age, was of a kind that had not been manufactured for at least forty years past.
<Osl.1.2.15.4>Vendar je lahko domneval, da je zvezek še veliko starejši.
<Oen.1.1.14.4>He could guess, however, that the book was much older than that.
<Osl.1.2.15.5>Videl ga je bil ležati v izložbi umazane majhne starinarne v neki zloglasni mestni četrti (katera četrt je to pravzaprav bila, se zdaj ni spominjal) in takoj ga je prevzela nepremagljiva želja, da bi ga imel.
<Oen.1.1.14.5>He had seen it lying in the window of a frowsy little junk-shop in a slummy quarter of the town (just what quarter he did not now remember) and had been stricken immediately by an overwhelming desire to possess it.
<Osl.1.2.15.6>Člani Partije običajno niso hodili v navadne trgovine (ki se ukvarjajo s svobodnim trgom, kot so to imenovali), toda tega pravila se niso strogo držali, saj so bili tam ljudem na voljo razni predmeti, kot vezalke in britvice, ki jih po drugi poti ni bilo mogoče dobiti.
<Oen.1.1.14.6>Party members were supposed not to go into ordinary shops ("dealing on the free market", it was called), but the rule was not strictly kept, because there were various things, such as shoelaces and razor blades, which it was impossible to get hold of in any other way.
<Osl.1.2.15.7>Na hitro je poblisnil po ulici gor in dol, smuknil noter in za dva dolarja in pol kupil zvezek.
<Oen.1.1.14.7>He had given a quick glance up and down the street and then had slipped inside and bought the book for two dollars fifty.
<Osl.1.2.15.8> Tisti čas se še ni zavedal, da si ga želi za neki poseben namen.
<Oen.1.1.14.8>At the time he was not conscious of wanting it for any particular purpose.
<Osl.1.2.15.9>Z občutkom krivde ga je v aktovki odnesel domov.
<Oen.1.1.14.9>He had carried it guiltily home in his briefcase.
<Osl.1.2.15.10>Že to, da ga je imel, čeprav ni bilo v njem nič napisano, ga je kompromitiralo.
<Oen.1.1.14.10>Even with nothing written in it, it was a compromising possession.
<Osl.1.2.16.1>Ravnokar se je pripravljal na to, da bi začel dnevnik.
<Oen.1.1.15.1>The thing that he was about to do was to open a diary.
<Osl.1.2.16.2>To ni bilo protizakonito (nič ni bilo protizakonito, saj ni bilo nobenih zakonov več), toda če bi ga zasačili, bi bil gotovo kaznovan s smrtjo ali vsaj s petindvajsetimi leti taborišča za prisilno delo.
<Oen.1.1.15.2>This was not illegal (nothing was illegal, since there were no longer any laws), but if detected it was reasonably certain that it would be punished by death, or at least by twenty-five years in a forced labour camp.
<Osl.1.2.16.3> Winston je pritrdil pero na držalo in posesal usedlino z njega.
<Oen.1.1.15.3> Winston fitted a nib into the penholder and sucked it to get the grease off.
<Osl.1.2.16.4>Pero je bilo zastarela priprava, ki so jo celo za podpise le redkokdaj rabili, a on si ga je priskrbel, preprosto zato, ker je čutil, da lepi rumenkasti papir zasluži, da nanj pišeš s pravim peresom, ne pa čečkaš s tintnim svinčnikom.
<Oen.1.1.15.4>The pen was an archaic instrument, seldom used even for signatures, and he had procured one, furtively and with some difficulty, simply because of a feeling that the beautiful creamy paper deserved to be written on with a real nib instead of being scratched with an ink-pencil.
<Osl.1.2.16.5>Pravzaprav ni bil vajen pisanja na roko.
<Oen.1.1.15.5>Actually he was not used to writing by hand.
<Osl.1.2.16.6>Razen čisto kratkih opomb je bilo v navadi vse narekovati v narekovalnik, kar pa je bilo v tem primeru seveda nemogoče.
<Oen.1.1.15.6>Apart from very short notes, it was usual to dictate everything into the speakwrite which was of course impossible for his present purpose.
<Osl.1.2.16.7>Pomočil je pero v črnilo in nato za hip omahoval.
<Oen.1.1.15.7>He dipped the pen into the ink and then faltered for just a second.
<Osl.1.2.16.8>Srh ga je spreletel.
<Oen.1.1.15.8>A tremor had gone through his bowels.
<Osl.1.2.16.9>Zaznamovati papir je bilo dejanje, ki je pomenilo odločitev.
<Oen.1.1.15.9>To mark the paper was the decisive act.
<Osl.1.2.16.10>Z drobnimi, okornimi črkami je zapisal:
<Oen.1.1.15.10>In small clumsy letters he wrote:
<Osl.1.2.17.1.1>4. april 1984
<Oen.1.1.16.1.1>April 4th, 1984.
<Osl.1.2.18.1>Naslonil se je nazaj.
<Oen.1.1.17.1>He sat back.
<Osl.1.2.18.2>Občutek popolne nemoči ga je zajel.
<Oen.1.1.17.2>A sense of complete helplessness had descended upon him.
<Osl.1.2.18.3>Nobene gotovosti ni bilo, da je to res leto 1984.
<Oen.1.1.17.3>To begin with, he did not know with any certainty that this was 1984.
<Osl.1.2.18.4>Moralo je biti približno tako, kajti bil je popolnoma prepričan, da mu je devetintrideset let, in zdelo se mu je, da je bil rojen leta 1944 ali 1945.<Osl.1.2.18.5>A dandanes ni bilo mogoče natančno določiti nobenega datuma v okviru enega ali dveh let.
<Oen.1.1.17.4>It must be round about that date, since he was fairly sure that his age was thirty-nine, and he believed that he had been born in 1944 or 1945; but it was never possible nowadays to pin down any date within a year or two.
<Osl.1.2.19.1>Za koga, mu je nenadoma prišlo na misel, pa piše ta dnevnik?
<Oen.1.1.18.1>For whom, it suddenly occurred to him to wonder, was he writing this diary?
<Osl.1.2.19.2>Za prihodnost, za nerojene?
<Oen.1.1.18.2>For the future, for the unborn.
<Osl.1.2.19.3>Njegove misli so za trenutek obstale pri dvomljivem datumu na papirju, potem pa zadele ob besedo iz Novoreka -- dvomišljenje.
<Oen.1.1.18.3>His mind hovered for a moment round the doubtful date on the page, and then fetched up with a bump against the Newspeak word "doublethink".
<Osl.1.2.19.4>Prvikrat je doumel pomembnost svojega podviga.
<Oen.1.1.18.4>For the first time the magnitude of what he had undertaken came home to him.
<Osl.1.2.19.5>Kako je mogoče komunicirati s prihodnostjo?
<Oen.1.1.18.5>How could you communicate with the future?
<Osl.1.2.19.6>Že zaradi njene narave je to nemogoče.
<Oen.1.1.18.6>It was of its nature impossible.
<Osl.1.2.19.7>Prihodnost bo ali podobna sedanjosti, in v tem primeru ga ne bo poslušala, ali pa bo drugačna od nje in bo torej njegova poslanica brez pomena.
<Oen.1.1.18.7>Either the future would resemble the present, in which case it would not listen to him: or it would be different from it, and his predicament would be meaningless.
<Osl.1.2.20.1>Nekaj časa je sedel, neumno strmeč v papir.
<Oen.1.1.19.1>For some time he sat gazing stupidly at the paper.
<Osl.1.2.20.2>Telekran je zdaj prešel na rezko vojaško glasbo.
<Oen.1.1.19.2>The telescreen had changed over to strident military music.
<Osl.1.2.20.3>Čudno je bilo, da mu je ne samo zmanjkalo moči, da bi se izrazil, temveč je celo pozabil, kar je sprva sploh nameraval povedati.
<Oen.1.1.19.3>It was curious that he seemed not merely to have lost the power of expressing himself, but even to have forgotten what it was that he had originally intended to say.
<Osl.1.2.20.4>Že več tednov se je pripravljal na ta trenutek in nikdar mu ni prišlo na misel, da bo za to potreboval še kaj drugega kot pogum.
<Oen.1.1.19.4>For weeks past he had been making ready for this moment, and it had never crossed his mind that anything would be needed except courage.
<Osl.1.2.20.5>Pisanje samo bo lahko.
<Oen.1.1.19.5>The actual writing would be easy.
<Osl.1.2.20.6>Vse, kar je moral storiti, je bilo prenesti na papir nenehni, neutrudni monolog, ki se je že dobesedno leta in leta odvijal v njegovi glavi.
<Oen.1.1.19.6>All he had to do was to transfer to paper the interminable restless monologue that had been running inside his head, literally for years.
<Osl.1.2.20.7>Ta trenutek pa je celo monolog usahnil.
<Oen.1.1.19.7>At this moment, however, even the monologue had dried up.
<Osl.1.2.20.8>Še več, krčni tvor ga je začel neznosno srbeti.
<Oen.1.1.19.8>Moreover his varicose ulcer had begun itching unbearably.
<Osl.1.2.20.9>Ni se ga upal popraskati, kajti kadar je to storil, se mu je vedno vnel.
<Oen.1.1.19.9>He dared not scratch it, because if he did so it always became inflamed.
<Osl.1.2.20.10>Sekunde so tiktakale mimo.
<Oen.1.1.19.10>The seconds were ticking by.
<Osl.1.2.20.11>Zavedal se ni ničesar razen praznine papirja pred seboj, srbenja nad gležnjem, bučanja glasbe in rahle okajenosti, ki jo je povzročil gin.
<Oen.1.1.19.11>He was conscious of nothing except the blankness of the page in front of him, the itching of the skin above his ankle, the blaring of the music, and a slight booziness caused by the gin.
<Osl.1.2.21.1>Nenadoma pa je začel panično pisati, zavedajoč se le na pol, kaj piše.
<Oen.1.1.20.1>Suddenly he began writing in sheer panic, only imperfectly aware of what he was setting down.
<Osl.1.2.21.2>Z majhno, a otroško pisavo je čečkal gor in dol po papirju, izpuščajoč najprej velike začetnice, nato pa tudi ločila:
<Oen.1.1.20.2>His small but childish handwriting straggled up and down the page, shedding first its capital letters and finally even its full stops:
<Osl.1.2.22.1.1>4. april 1984.
<Oen.1.1.21.1.1>April 4th, 1984.
<Osl.1.2.22.1.2>Včeraj v kinu.
<Oen.1.1.21.1.2>Last night to the flicks.
<Osl.1.2.22.1.3>Sami vojni filmi.
<Oen.1.1.21.1.3>All war films.
<Osl.1.2.22.1.4>En zelo dober o ladji, polni beguncev, bombardiranih nekje v Sredozemlju.
<Oen.1.1.21.1.4>One very good one of a ship full of refugees being bombed somewhere in the Mediterranean.
<Osl.1.2.22.1.5>Publiko zelo zabavali prizori z velikim ogromnim debelim moškim ki je poskušal splavati proč s helikopterjem za sabo.<Osl.1.2.22.1.6>Najprej si ga videl, kako se prekopicuje v vodi kot delfin, nato si ga videl na muhi puške na helikopterju, nato pa je bil poln lukenj in voda okrog njega se je pordečila in potopil se je tako hitro kot bi skozi luknje vanj vdrla voda.<Osl.1.2.22.1.7>publika je rjovela od smeha ko se je potopil, potem si videl rešilni čoln poln otrok in helikopter, ki visi nad njimi. neka ženska srednjih let mogoče židinja je sedela na kljunu z majhnim fantkom približno tri leta starim v naročju.
<Oen.1.1.21.1.5>Audience much amused by shots of a great huge fat man trying to swim away with a helicopter after him, first you saw him wallowing along in the water like a porpoise, then you saw him through the helicopters gunsights, then he was full of holes and the sea round him turned pink and he sank as suddenly as though the holes had let in the water, audience shouting with laughter when he sank.<Oen.1.1.21.1.6>then you saw a lifeboat full of children with a helicopter hovering over it.<Oen.1.1.21.1.7>there was a middle-aged woman might have been a jewess sitting up in the bow with a little boy about three years old in her arms.
<Osl.1.2.22.1.8>fantek je kričal od groze in skrival glavo med njene prsi kot bi se hotel zariti naravnost vanjo in ženska je ovijala roke okrog njega in ga tolažila čeprav je bila sama čisto zelena od strahu.<Osl.1.2.22.1.9>ves čas ga je pokrivala kot je bilo le mogoče kot bi mislila da ga njene roke lahko zavarujejo pred kroglami.
<Oen.1.1.21.1.8>little boy screaming with fright and hiding his head between her breasts as if he was trying to burrow right into her and the woman putting her arms round him and comforting him although she was blue with fright herself, all the time covering him up as much as possible as if she thought her arms could keep the bullets off him.
<Osl.1.2.22.1.10>potem je helikopter vrgel nanje 20 kilsko bombo strahoten blisk in čoln se je spremenil v trske.
<Oen.1.1.21.1.9>then the helicopter planted a 20 kilo bomb in among them terrific flash and the boat went all to matchwood.
<Osl.1.2.22.1.11>potem je bil čudovit prizor z otroško roko ki leti gor gor gor naravnost v zrak helikopter s kamero na kljunu ji je moral slediti gor in bilo je veliko ploskanja s partijskih sedežev a neka ženska na sedežih za rajo je zagnala vik in krik in tulila da tega ne bi smeli kazat ne pred otroki ne to ni prav ne pred otroki to ni dokler je ni policija vrgla ven vrgla ven ne verjamem da se ji je kaj zgodilo nikogar nič ne briga kaj reče raja tipična reakcija raje oni nikdar --
<Oen.1.1.21.1.10>then there was a wonderful shot of a child's arm going up up up right up into the air a helicopter with a camera in its nose must have followed it up and there was a lot of applause from the party seats but a woman down in the prole part of the house suddenly started kicking up a fuss and shouting they didnt oughter of showed it not in front of kids they didnt it aint right not in front of kids it aint until the police turned her out i dont suppose anything happened to her nobody cares what the proles say typical prole reaction they never --
<Osl.1.2.23.1> Winston je nehal pisati, deloma zato, ker ga je zagrabil krč.
<Oen.1.1.22.1> Winston stopped writing, partly because he was suffering from cramp.
<Osl.1.2.23.2>Ni vedel, kaj ga je pripravilo do tega, da je izbruhal to poplavo nesmisla.
<Oen.1.1.22.2>He did not know what had made him pour out this stream of rubbish.
<Osl.1.2.23.3>Nenavadno pa je bilo to, da se mu je medtem v glavi izčistil popolnoma drugačen spomin in to do take mere, da se je skoraj čutil sposobnega, da ga zapiše.
<Oen.1.1.22.3>But the curious thing was that while he was doing so a totally different memory had clarified itself in his mind, to the point where he almost felt equal to writing it down.
<Osl.1.2.23.4>Zaradi tega drugega dogodka, je zdaj spoznal, se je danes nenadoma odločil oditi domov in začeti dnevnik.
<Oen.1.1.22.4>It was, he now realized, because of this other incident that he had suddenly decided to come home and begin the diary today.
<Osl.1.2.24.1>Zgodilo se je tega jutra na Ministrstvu, če o neki tako nedoločeni stvari lahko rečeš, da se je zgodila.
<Oen.1.1.23.1>It had happened that morning at the Ministry, if anything so nebulous could be said to happen.
<Osl.1.2.25.1>Bilo je blizu enajste in na Oddelku za dokumentacijo, kjer je delal Winston, so vlačili stole iz predelkov in jih nameščali na sredo dvorane pred veliki telekran v pripravah na Dvominutno sovraštvo.
<Oen.1.1.24.1>It was nearly eleven hundred, and in the Records Department, where Winston worked, they were dragging the chairs out of the cubicles and grouping them in the centre of the hall opposite the big telescreen, in preparation for the Two Minutes Hate.
<Osl.1.2.25.2> Winston je ravno sedal na svoj prostor v eni od srednjih vrst, ko sta v sobo nepričakovano stopila dva človeka, moški in ženska, ki ju je na videz poznal, a ni nikdar govoril z njima.
<Oen.1.1.24.2> Winston was just taking his place in one of the middle rows when two people whom he knew by sight, but had never spoken to, came unexpectedly into the room.
<Osl.1.2.25.3>Tisto dekle je že večkrat srečal na hodnikih.
<Oen.1.1.24.3>One of them was a girl whom he often passed in the corridors.
<Osl.1.2.25.4>Ni vedel, kako ji je ime, vedel pa je, da dela na Oddelku za književnost.
<Oen.1.1.24.4>He did not know her name, but he knew that she worked in the Fiction Department.
<Osl.1.2.25.5>Verjetno je opravljala kakšno mehanično delo na katerem od strojev za pisanje romanov, kajti večkrat jo je videl z oljnatimi rokami in izvijačem.
<Oen.1.1.24.5>Presumably -- since he had sometimes seen her with oily hands and carrying a spanner she had some mechanical job on one of the novel-writing machines.
<Osl.1.2.25.6>Videti je bila drzna, bilo ji je približno sedemindvajset let, imela je goste temne lase, pegast obraz in njeni gibi so bili hitri in športni.
<Oen.1.1.24.6>She was a bold-looking girl, of about twenty-seven, with thick hair, a freckled face, and swift, athletic movements.
<Osl.1.2.25.7>Ozek škrlaten pas, emblem Mladinske protispolne zveze, je bil večkrat ovit okoli pasu njenega kombinezona, ravno dovolj tesno, da je poudarjal oblino njenih bokov.
<Oen.1.1.24.7>A narrow scarlet sash, emblem of the Junior Anti-Sex League, was wound several times round the waist of her overalls, just tightly enough to bring out the shapeliness of her hips.
<Osl.1.2.25.8> Winstonu je bila že na prvi pogled zoprna.
<Oen.1.1.24.8> Winston had disliked her from the very first moment of seeing her.
<Osl.1.2.25.9>Vedel je, zakaj.
<Oen.1.1.24.9>He knew the reason.
<Osl.1.2.25.10>Bilo je zaradi vzdušja hokejskih igrišč, mrzlih kopeli, skupinskih izletov in splošne čistosti mišljenja, ki se je zdelo, da ga nosi s seboj.
<Oen.1.1.24.10>It was because of the atmosphere of hockey-fields and cold baths and community hikes and general clean-mindedness which she managed to carry about with her.
<Osl.1.2.25.11>Črtil je skoraj vse ženske, posebno pa mlade in lepe.
<Oen.1.1.24.11>He disliked nearly all women, and especially the young and pretty ones.
<Osl.1.2.25.12>Vedno so bile ženske tiste, in predvsem mlade ženske, ki so bile najbolj pobožne privrženke Partije, raznašalke parol, amaterske vohunke in razkrivalke nepravovernosti.
<Oen.1.1.24.12>It was always the women, and above all the young ones, who were the most bigoted adherents of the Party, the swallowers of slogans, the amateur spies and nosers-out of unorthodoxy.
<Osl.1.2.25.13>To dekle pa mu je še posebej zbujalo vtis, da je nevarnejše od večine.
<Oen.1.1.24.13>But this particular girl gave him the impression of being more dangerous than most.
<Osl.1.2.25.14>Nekoč, ko sta se srečala na hodniku, ga je postrani na hitro ošinila s pogledom, ki se je zdelo, da prodira naravnost v njegovo notranjost in ki ga je za hip napolnil s črno grozo.
<Oen.1.1.24.14>Once when they passed in the corridor she gave him a quick sidelong glance which seemed to pierce right into him and for a moment had filled him with black terror.
<Osl.1.2.25.15>Na misel mu je prišlo celo to, da je mogoče agentka Miselne policije.
<Oen.1.1.24.15>The idea had even crossed his mind that she might be an agent of the Thought Police.
<Osl.1.2.25.16>To pa je bilo zares precej neverjetno.
<Oen.1.1.24.16>That, it was true, was very unlikely.
<Osl.1.2.25.17>Vendar ga je spet in spet obšel občutek posebne nelagodnosti, ki je bil pomešan tako s strahom kot s sovražnostjo, kadarkoli je bila kje v njegovi bližini.
<Oen.1.1.24.17>Still, he continued to feel a peculiar uneasiness, which had fear mixed up in it as well as hostility, whenever she was anywhere near him.
<Osl.1.2.26.1>Drugi je bil moški z imenom O'Brien, član Ožje partije, ki je imel tako važen in oddaljen položaj, da si je Winston le nejasno predstavljal, kaj pomeni.
<Oen.1.1.25.1>The other person was a man named O'Brien, a member of the Inner Party and holder of some post so important and remote that Winston had only a dim idea of its nature.
<Osl.1.2.26.2>Med ljudmi po stolih je za hip zavladal molk, ko so opazili, da se približuje črni kombinezon člana Ožje partije.
<Oen.1.1.25.2>A momentary hush passed over the group of people round the chairs as they saw the black overalls of an Inner Party member approaching.
<Osl.1.2.26.3> O'Brien je bil velik, močan moški s krepkim vratom in z robatim, šegavim, brutalnim obrazom.
<Oen.1.1.25.3> O'Brien was a large, burly man with a thick neck and a coarse, humorous, brutal face.
<Osl.1.2.26.4>Kljub grozljivi zunanjosti pa je bil v njegovem vedenju nekakšen čar.
<Oen.1.1.25.4>In spite of his formidable appearance he had a certain charm of manner.
<Osl.1.2.26.5>Imel je navado, da si je popravljal očala na nosu, kar te je zmeraj nenavadno razorožilo, in na neki nedoločljiv način učinkovalo nenavadno civilizirano.
<Oen.1.1.25.5>He had a trick of resettling his spectacles on his nose which was curiously disarming -- in some indefinable way, curiously civilized.
<Osl.1.2.26.6>To je bil gib, ki je morda -- če je kdo še mislil v takih izrazih -- spominjal na plemiča iz osemnajstega stoletja, ko ponuja svojo dozo z njuhancem.
<Oen.1.1.25.6>It was a gesture which, if anyone had still thought in such terms, might have recalled an eighteenth-century nobleman offering his snuffbox.
<Osl.1.2.26.7> Winston je videl O'Briena morda desetkrat v prav toliko letih.
<Oen.1.1.25.7> Winston had seen O'Brien perhaps a dozen times in almost as many years.
<Osl.1.2.26.8>Čutil je, da ga globoko privlači, pa ne samo zato, ker ga je zapeljevalo nasprotje med O'Brienovim meščanskim vedenjem in zunanjostjo poklicnega boksarja.
<Oen.1.1.25.8>He felt deeply drawn to him, and not solely because he was intrigued by the contrast between O'Brien's urbane manner and his prize-fighter's physique.
<Osl.1.2.26.9>Mnogo bolj zaradi skritega prepričanja -- ali pa morda niti ne prepričanja, samo upanja -- da O'Brienova politična pravovernost ni popolna.
<Oen.1.1.25.9>Much more it was because of a secretly held belief -- or perhaps not even a belief, merely a hope -- that O'Brien's political orthodoxy was not perfect.
<Osl.1.2.26.10>Nekaj na njegovem obrazu je to neustavljivo nakazovalo.
<Oen.1.1.25.10>Something in his face suggested it irresistibly.
<Osl.1.2.26.11>In spet, morda sploh ni bila nepravovernost tisto, kar je bilo zarisano na njegovem obrazu, ampak je bila to preprosto inteligenca.
<Oen.1.1.25.11>And again, perhaps it was not even unorthodoxy that was written in his face, but simply intelligence.
<Osl.1.2.26.12>Kakorkoli že, zbujal je videz človeka, s katerim bi se dalo govoriti, če bi nekako prelisičil telekran in ga dobil na samem.
<Oen.1.1.25.12>But at any rate he had the appearance of being a person that you could talk to if somehow you could cheat the telescreen and get him alone.
<Osl.1.2.26.13> Winston si ni nikdar niti najmanj prizadeval, da bi to storil.
<Oen.1.1.25.13> Winston had never made the smallest effort to verify this guess: indeed, there was no way of doing so.
<Osl.1.2.26.14>Ta trenutek je O'Brien pogledal na svojo ročno uro, videl, da je že skoraj enajst, in se očitno odločil ostati na Oddelku za dokumentacijo, dokler ne mine Dvominutno sovraštvo.
<Oen.1.1.25.14>At this moment O'Brien glanced at his wrist-watch, saw that it was nearly eleven hundred, and evidently decided to stay in the Records Department until the Two Minutes Hate was over.
<Osl.1.2.26.15>Sedel je na stol v isti vrsti kot Winston, dva sedeža dalje.
<Oen.1.1.25.15>He took a chair in the same row as Winston, a couple of places away.
<Osl.1.2.26.16>Majhna rdečelasa ženska, ki je delala v predelku poleg Winstonovega, je bila med njima.
<Oen.1.1.25.16>A small, sandy-haired woman who worked in the next cubicle to Winston was between them.
<Osl.1.2.26.17>Temnolaso dekle je sedelo takoj zadaj.
<Oen.1.1.25.17>The girl with dark hair was sitting immediately behind.
<Osl.1.2.27.1>Naslednji trenutek je planilo z velikega telekrana na koncu sobe ostudno, škripajoče cviljenje, kot bi prihajalo od velikanskega stroja, ki teče brez olja.
<Oen.1.1.26.1>The next moment a hideous, grinding speech, as of some monstrous machine running without oil, burst from the big telescreen at the end of the room.
<Osl.1.2.27.2>Bil je to hrup, ob katerem so zaskominali zobje in se naježili lasje na tilniku.
<Oen.1.1.26.2>It was a noise that set one's teeth on edge and bristled the hair at the back of one's neck.
<Osl.1.2.27.3>Sovraštvo se je pričelo.
<Oen.1.1.26.3>The Hate had started.
<Osl.1.2.28.1>Kot ponavadi se je na ekranu zasvetil obraz Emmanuela Goldsteina, sovražnika ljudstva.
<Oen.1.1.27.1>As usual, the face of Emmanuel Goldstein, the Enemy of the People, had flashed on to the screen.
<Osl.1.2.28.2>Med publiko je tu in tam završalo.
<Oen.1.1.27.2>There were hisses here and there among the audience.
<Osl.1.2.28.3>Mala rdečelaska je zacvilila od mešanice strahu in gnusa.
<Oen.1.1.27.3>The little sandy-haired woman gave a squeak of mingled fear and disgust.
<Osl.1.2.28.4> Goldstein je bil odpadnik in dezerter, ki je bil nekoč, dolgo je tega (kako dolgo, se ni nihče točno spominjal), ena od vodilnih osebnosti Partije, skoraj na ravni z Velikim bratom samim, potem se je udeležil kontrarevolucionarne dejavnosti in bil obsojen na smrt, pa je skrivnostno pobegnil in izginil.
<Oen.1.1.27.4> Goldstein was the renegade and backslider who once, long ago (how long ago, nobody quite remembered), had been one of the leading figures of the Party, almost on a level with Big Brother himself, and then had engaged in counter-revolutionary activities, had been condemned to death, and had mysteriously escaped and disappeared.
<Osl.1.2.28.5>Program Dvominutnega sovraštva je bil z vsakim dnem drugačen, toda v vsakem je bil Goldstein osrednja figura.
<Oen.1.1.27.5>The programmes of the Two Minutes Hate varied from day to day, but there was none in which Goldstein was not the principal figure.
<Osl.1.2.28.6>Bil je poglavitni izdajalec in prvi skrunilec partijske čistosti.
<Oen.1.1.27.6>He was the primal traitor, the earliest defiler of the Party's purity.
<Osl.1.2.28.7>Vsi kasnejši zločini proti Partiji, vsa izdajstva, sabotaže, krivoverstva in odkloni so izvirali neposredno iz njegovega nauka.
<Oen.1.1.27.7>All subsequent crimes against the Party, all treacheries, acts of sabotage, heresies, deviations, sprang directly out of his teaching.
<Osl.1.2.28.8>Nekje je še vedno živel in koval svoje zarote; morda kje onstran morja, pod varstvom svojih tujih plačnikov; morda celo -- tako se je včasih šepetalo -- v kakšnem skrivališču v sami Oceaniji.
<Oen.1.1.27.8>Somewhere or other he was still alive and hatching his conspiracies: perhaps somewhere beyond the sea, under the protection of his foreign paymasters, perhaps even -- so it was occasionally rumoured -- in some hiding-place in Oceania itself.
<Osl.1.2.29.1> Winstonu se je skrčila prepona.
<Oen.1.1.28.1> Winston's diaphragm was constricted.
<Osl.1.2.29.2>Nikdar ni mogel gledati Goldsteinovega obraza brez mučne mešanice čustev.
<Oen.1.1.28.2>He could never see the face of Goldstein without a painful mixture of emotions.
<Osl.1.2.29.3>Bil je to suh židovski obraz s puhasto, mogočno grivo belih las in majhno kozjo bradico -- pameten obraz, pa vendar nekako prirojeno zaničljiv, z nekakšno senilno neumnostjo v dolgem, ozkem nosu, na koncu katerega so tičali naočniki.
<Oen.1.1.28.3>It was a lean Jewish face, with a great fuzzy aureole of white hair and a small goatee beard -- a clever face, and yet somehow inherently despicable, with a kind of senile silliness in the long thin nose, near the end of which a pair of spectacles was perched.
<Osl.1.2.29.4>Spominjal je na obraz ovce in tudi v glasu je bilo nekaj ovčjega.
<Oen.1.1.28.4>It resembled the face of a sheep, and the voice, too, had a sheep-like quality.
<Osl.1.2.29.5> Goldstein je bruhal svoj običajni strupeni napad na doktrine Partije -- napad, ki je bil tako pretiran in perverzen, da ga je lahko spregledal tudi otrok, pa vendar dovolj verodostojen, da te je napolnil z zastrašujočim občutkom, da druge, manj razumne od tebe, lahko zavede.
<Oen.1.1.28.5> Goldstein was delivering his usual venomous attack upon the doctrines of the Party -- an attack so exaggerated and perverse that a child should have been able to see through it, and yet just plausible enough to fill one with an alarmed feeling that other people, less level-headed than oneself, might be taken in by it.
<Osl.1.2.29.6>Žalil je Velikega brata, napadal diktaturo Partije, zahteval takojšnjo sklenitev miru z Evrazijo, zagovarjal svobodo govora, svobodo tiska, svobodo zbiranja, svobodo misli, histerično je kričal, da je bila revolucija izdana -- in vse to s hitro, mnogozložno govorico, ki je bila neke vrste parodija na običajni slog partijskih govornikov in je vsebovala celo besede iz Novoreka; v resnici je bilo besed iz Novoreka več, kot bi jih kakšen član Partije običajno rabil v vsakdanjem življenju.
<Oen.1.1.28.6>He was abusing Big Brother, he was denouncing the dictatorship of the Party, he was demanding the immediate conclusion of peace with Eurasia, he was advocating freedom of speech, freedom of the Press, freedom of assembly, freedom of thought, he was crying hysterically that the revolution had been betrayed -- and all this in rapid polysyllabic speech which was a sort of parody of the habitual style of the orators of the Party, and even contained Newspeak words: more Newspeak words, indeed, than any Party member would normally use in real life.
<Osl.1.2.29.7>Medtem pa so, da bi ne bilo nobenega dvoma, o čem Goldstein govoriči, za njegovo glavo korakale neskončne vrste evrazijske vojske -- vrsta za vrsto trdnih mož z brezizraznimi aziatskimi obrazi, ki so prihajali do površine ekrana in izginjali, pa so jih nadomeščali novi, natanko taki.
<Oen.1.1.28.7>And all the while, lest one should be in any doubt as to the reality which Goldstein's specious claptrap covered, behind his head on the telescreen there marched the endless columns of the Eurasian army -- row after row of solid-looking men with expressionless Asiatic faces, who swam up to the surface of the screen and vanished, to be replaced by others exactly similar.
<Osl.1.2.29.8>Suho, ritmično topotanje vojaških škornjev je ustvarjalo ozadje beketajočemu Goldsteinovemu glasu.
<Oen.1.1.28.8>The dull rhythmic tramp of the soldiers' boots formed the background to Goldstein's bleating voice.
<Osl.1.2.30.1>Sovraštvo še ni trajalo trideset sekund, ko so polovici ljudi v sobi začeli uhajati nekontrolirani vzkliki besa.
<Oen.1.1.29.1>Before the Hate had proceeded for thirty seconds, uncontrollable exclamations of rage were breaking out from half the people in the room.
<Osl.1.2.30.2>Samozadovoljni ovčji obraz na platnu in grozo zbujajoča moč evrazijske vojske za njim je bilo več, kot je bilo mogoče prenesti.<Osl.1.2.30.3>Poleg tega pa je pogled ali celo že sama misel na Goldsteina avtomatično povzročila strah in gnev.
<Oen.1.1.29.2>The self-satisfied sheep-like face on the screen, and the terrifying power of the Eurasian army behind it, were too much to be borne: besides, the sight or even the thought of Goldstein produced fear and anger automatically.
<Osl.1.2.30.4>Bil je bolj stalen predmet sovraštva kot ali Evrazija ali Eastazija, kajti kadar je bila Oceanija v vojni z eno od teh dveh sil, je bila običajno z drugo v miru.
<Oen.1.1.29.3>He was an object of hatred more constant than either Eurasia or Eastasia, since when Oceania was at war with one of these Powers it was generally at peace with the other.
<Osl.1.2.30.5>Čeprav so Goldsteina vsi sovražili in prezirali, čeprav so vsak dan in tisočkrat na dan na tribunah, telekranu, po knjigah in časopisih njegove nauke zavračali, pobijali, smešili in razkazovali vsesplošnemu strmenju kot pomilovanja vreden nesmisel, kar so bili res -- pa se je za čudo kljub vsemu temu zdelo, da se njegov vpliv nikdar ne zmanjša.
<Oen.1.1.29.4>But what was strange was that although Goldstein was hated and despised by everybody, although every day and a thousand times a day, on platforms, on the telescreen, in newspapers, in books, his theories were refuted, smashed, ridiculed, held up to the general gaze for the pitiful rubbish that they were in spite of all this, his influence never seemed to grow less.
<Osl.1.2.30.6>Vedno so se še našli novi bedaki, ki so čakali, da jih zapelje.
<Oen.1.1.29.5>Always there were fresh dupes waiting to be seduced by him.
<Osl.1.2.30.7>Ni minil dan, ko bi Miselna policija ne razkrinkala vohunov in saboterjev, ki so delali po njegovih navodilih.
<Oen.1.1.29.6>A day never passed when spies and saboteurs acting under his directions were not unmasked by the Thought Police.
<Osl.1.2.30.8>Bil je poveljnik mogočne, temačne vojske, podtalne mreže zarotnikov, ki so se zaobljubili, da bodo napravili državni prevrat.
<Oen.1.1.29.7>He was the commander of a vast shadowy army, an underground network of conspirators dedicated to the overthrow of the State.
<Osl.1.2.30.9>Menda se je imenovala Bratovščina.
<Oen.1.1.29.8>The Brotherhood, its name was supposed to be.
<Osl.1.2.30.10>Šepetalo se je tudi o strašni knjigi, zbirki vseh krivoverstev, katere avtor je bil Goldstein in ki je tajno krožila naokrog.
<Oen.1.1.29.9>There were also whispered stories of a terrible book, a compendium of all the heresies, of which Goldstein was the author and which circulated clandestinely here and there.
<Osl.1.2.30.11>Knjiga ni imela naslova.
<Oen.1.1.29.10>It was a book without a title.
<Osl.1.2.30.12>Ljudje so jo imenovali, če sploh, samo knjiga.
<Oen.1.1.29.11>People referred to it, if at all, simply as "the book".
<Osl.1.2.30.13>Toda take stvari so bile znane le po nejasnih govoricah.
<Oen.1.1.29.12>But one knew of such things only through vague rumours.
<Osl.1.2.30.14>Niti Bratovščina niti knjiga nista bili stvari, ki bi ju navadni član Partije omenjal, če se je temu lahko izognil.
<Oen.1.1.29.13>Neither the Brotherhood nor "the book" was a subject that any ordinary Party member would mention if there was a way of avoiding it.
<Osl.1.2.31.1>V drugi minuti je Sovraštvo naraslo do blaznosti.
<Oen.1.1.30.1>In its second minute the Hate rose to a frenzy.
<Osl.1.2.31.2>Ljudje so poskakovali na svojih mestih in kričali, kolikor so mogli glasno, v prizadevanju, da bi preglasili v blaznost tirajoči, beketavi glas, ki je prihajal s telekrana.
<Oen.1.1.30.2>People were leaping up and down in their places and shouting at the tops of their voices in an effort to drown the maddening bleating voice that came from the screen.
<Osl.1.2.31.3>Mala rdečelaska je škrlatno pordela, usta so se ji zapirala in odpirala kot ribi na suhem.
<Oen.1.1.30.3>The little sandy-haired woman had turned bright pink, and her mouth was opening and shutting like that of a landed fish.
<Osl.1.2.31.4>Celo O'Brienov mrki obraz je zardel.
<Oen.1.1.30.4>Even O'Brien's heavy face was flushed.
<Osl.1.2.31.5>Sedel je zelo pokonci na svojem sedežu, njegove mogočne prsi so se napenjale in trzale, kakor bi se upirale naskoku valov.
<Oen.1.1.30.5>He was sitting very straight in his chair, his powerful chest swelling and quivering as though he were standing up to the assault of a wave.
<Osl.1.2.31.6>Temnolaso dekle za Winstonom je začelo kričati "Svinja! Svinja! Svinja!" in nenadoma je pograbila težak slovar Novoreka ter ga zalučala v ekran.
<Oen.1.1.30.6>The dark-haired girl behind Winston had begun crying out "Swine! Swine! Swine!" and suddenly she picked up a heavy Newspeak dictionary and flung it at the screen.
<Osl.1.2.31.9>Zadel je Goldsteinov nos in se odbil, glas pa se je neizprosno nadaljeval.
<Oen.1.1.30.7>It struck Goldstein's nose and bounced off; the voice continued inexorably.
<Osl.1.2.31.10>V preblisku se je Winston zavedel, da kriči z drugimi in s peto brca ob prečko stola.
<Oen.1.1.30.8>In a lucid moment Winston found that he was shouting with the others and kicking his heel violently against the rung of his chair.
<Osl.1.2.31.11>Najbolj strašno pri Dvominutnem sovraštvu ni bilo to, da si se ga moral udeležiti, temveč to, da je bilo nemogoče izogniti se sodelovanju.
<Oen.1.1.30.9>The horrible thing about the Two Minutes Hate was not that one was obliged to act a part, but, on the contrary, that it was impossible to avoid joining in.
<Osl.1.2.31.12>Po tridesetih sekundah je bilo kakršnokoli pretvarjanje zmeraj nepotrebno.
<Oen.1.1.30.10>Within thirty seconds any pretence was always unnecessary.
<Osl.1.2.31.13>Ostudna ekstaza strahu in maščevalnosti, želja po ubijanju, mučenju, mečkanju obrazov s kovaškim kladivom, se je zdelo, da plava nad vso skupino ljudi kakor električni tok in spreminja vsakogar, tudi proti njegovi volji, v spačenega, vreščečega blazneža.
<Oen.1.1.30.11>A hideous ecstasy of fear and vindictiveness, a desire to kill, to torture, to smash faces in with a sledge-hammer, seemed to flow through the whole group of people like an electric current, turning one even against one's will into a grimacing, screaming lunatic.
<Osl.1.2.31.14>In vendar je bil bes, ki si ga občutil, abstraktno, neusmerjeno čustvo, ki je lahko preskočilo z enega predmeta na drugega kakor plamen na svetilki.
<Oen.1.1.30.12>And yet the rage that one felt was an abstract, undirected emotion which could be switched from one object to another like the flame of a blowlamp.
<Osl.1.2.31.15>In tako v nekem trenutku Winstonovo sovraštvo sploh ni bilo naperjeno proti Goldsteinu, ampak ravno narobe, proti Partiji, proti Velikemu bratu in Miselni policiji; in v takih trenutkih se je njegovo srce odprlo za osamljenega, zasmehovanega krivoverca na ekranu, edinega varuha resnice in razumnosti v svetu laži.
<Oen.1.1.30.13>Thus, at one moment Winston's hatred was not turned against Goldstein at all, but, on the contrary, against Big Brother, the Party, and the Thought Police; and at such moments his heart went out to the lonely, derided heretic on the screen, sole guardian of truth and sanity in a world of lies.
<Osl.1.2.31.16>Vendar pa je bil že naslednji hip na strani drugih ljudi okoli sebe in vse, kar je bilo povedanega o Goldsteinu, se mu je zdelo resnično.
<Oen.1.1.30.14>And yet the very next instant he was at one with the people about him, and all that was said of Goldstein seemed to him to be true.
<Osl.1.2.31.17>V takih trenutkih se je njegov skriti odpor do Velikega brata spremenil v oboževanje in zdelo se mu je, da se Veliki brat vzdiguje, nepremagljivi, neustrašeni varuh, kakor skala pred azijskimi hordami; Goldstein pa se mu je kljub svoji osamljenosti, nemoči in dvomu, ki je ležal nad njegovo eksistenco, zdel kot hudobni čarovnik, ki je zmožen že s samo silo svojega glasu zdrobiti zgradbo civilizacije.
<Oen.1.1.30.15>At those moments his secret loathing of Big Brother changed into adoration, and Big Brother seemed to tower up, an invincible, fearless protector, standing like a rock against the hordes of Asia, and Goldstein, in spite of his isolation, his helplessness, and the doubt that hung about his very existence, seemed like some sinister enchanter, capable by the mere power of his voice of wrecking the structure of civilization.
<Osl.1.2.32.1>V nekaterih trenutkih je bilo mogoče sovraštvo celo zavestno preusmeriti v to ali ono smer.
<Oen.1.1.31.1>It was even possible, at moments, to switch one's hatred this way or that by a voluntary act.
<Osl.1.2.32.2>Nenadoma, z nekakšnim divjim naporom, s kakršnim ponoči odtrgaš glavo z blazine, ko te tlači mora, je Winstonu uspelo, da je prenesel svoje sovraštvo na temnolaso dekle za seboj.
<Oen.1.1.31.2>Suddenly, by the sort of violent effort with which one wrenches one's head away from the pillow in a nightmare, Winston succeeded in transferring his hatred from the face on the screen to the dark-haired girl behind him.
<Osl.1.2.32.3>Živi, čarobni prividi so mu preblisnili možgane.
<Oen.1.1.31.3>Vivid, beautiful hallucinations flashed through his mind.
<Osl.1.2.32.4>Do smrti bi jo prebičal z gumijevko.
<Oen.1.1.31.4>He would flog her to death with a rubber truncheon.
<Osl.1.2.32.5>Golo bi jo privezal na kol in jo prestrelil z gozdom puščic kakor svetega Boštjana.
<Oen.1.1.31.5>He would tie her naked to a stake and shoot her full of arrows like Saint Sebastian.
<Osl.1.2.32.6>Posilil bi jo in ji v trenutku orgazma prerezal grlo.
<Oen.1.1.31.6>He would ravish her and cut her throat at the moment of climax.
<Osl.1.2.32.7>Še več, zdaj je bolje kot prej vedel, zakaj jo sovraži.
<Oen.1.1.31.7>Better than before, moreover, he realized why it was that he hated her.
<Osl.1.2.32.8>Sovraži jo, ker je mlada in lepa in brezspolna, ker bi šel rad v posteljo z njo, pa tega ne bo nikdar storil, ker je okoli njenega ljubkega, gibkega pasu, ki se je zdel, da kar prosi, da ga objameš, samo strahotni škrlatni pas, napadalni simbol devištva.
<Oen.1.1.31.8>He hated her because she was young and pretty and sexless, because he wanted to go to bed with her and would never do so, because round her sweet supple waist, which seemed to ask you to encircle it with your arm, there was only the odious scarlet sash, aggressive symbol of chastity.
<Osl.1.2.33.1>Sovraštvo je doseglo vrhunec.
<Oen.1.1.32.1>The Hate rose to its climax.
<Osl.1.2.33.2>Goldsteinov glas je postal pravo ovčje beketanje in obraz se je za hip spremenil v ovčjega.
<Oen.1.1.32.2>The voice of Goldstein had become an actual sheep's bleat, and for an instant the face changed into that of a sheep.
<Osl.1.2.33.3>Potem se je ovčji obraz pomešal s postavo evrazijskega vojaka, ki je bil videti, kot da se približuje, orjaški in grozljiv, njegova brzostrelka je drdrala in zdelo se je, da bo skočil s površja ekrana, tako, da so se nekateri ljudje v prvi vrsti skrčili na svojih sedežih.
<Oen.1.1.32.3>Then the sheep-face melted into the figure of a Eurasian soldier who seemed to be advancing, huge and terrible, his sub-machine gun roaring, and seeming to spring out of the surface of the screen, so that some of the people in the front row actually flinched backwards in their seats.
<Osl.1.2.33.4>Še isti hip pa se je, in to je vsakomur izvilo globok vzdih olajšanja, sovražna postava pomešala z obrazom Velikega brata, črnolasim, s črnimi brki, polnim moči in skrivnostnega miru ter tako velikanskim, da je skoraj zakril ekran.
<Oen.1.1.32.4>But in the same moment, drawing a deep sigh of relief from everybody, the hostile figure melted into the face of Big Brother, black-haired, blackmoustachio'd, full of power and mysterious calm, and so vast that it almost filled up the screen.
<Osl.1.2.33.5>Nihče ni slišal, kaj Veliki brat govori.
<Oen.1.1.32.5>Nobody heard what Big Brother was saying.
<Osl.1.2.33.6>Bilo je le nekaj spodbudnih besed, tiste vrste besed, ki jih izrečeš v bojnem hrumu, ki jih ni moč posamič razlikovati, ki pa vlivajo zaupanje že samo s tem, da so izrečene.
<Oen.1.1.32.6>It was merely a few words of encouragement, the sort of words that are uttered in the din of battle, not distinguishable individually but restoring confidence by the fact of being spoken.
<Osl.1.2.33.7>Nato je obraz Velikega brata zbledel in namesto njega so se prikazale tri partijske parole, izpisane z velikimi črkami: "Vojna je mir""Svoboda je suženjstvo""Nevednost je moč"
<Oen.1.1.32.7>Then the face of Big Brother faded away again, and instead the three slogans of the Party stood out in bold capitals: "War is peace""Freedom is slavery""Ignorance is strength."
<Osl.1.2.34.1>Toda videti je bilo, kot da obraz Velikega brata še nekaj sekund vztraja na ekranu, kakor da je vtis, ki ga je naredil na oči vsakogar, preveč živ, da bi ga bilo moč takoj izbrisati.
<Oen.1.1.33.1>But the face of Big Brother seemed to persist for several seconds on the screen, as though the impact that it had made on everyone's eyeballs was too vivid to wear off immediately.
<Osl.1.2.34.2>Mala rdečelaska se je vrgla naprej čez naslanjalo stola pred seboj.
<Oen.1.1.33.2>The little sandyhaired woman had flung herself forward over the back of the chair in front of her.
<Osl.1.2.34.3>Z drhtečim šepetom, ki je zvenel kot "Odrešenik moj!" je stegnila roke proti ekranu.
<Oen.1.1.33.3>With a tremulous murmur that sounded like "My Saviour!" she extended her arms towards the screen.
<Osl.1.2.34.4>Potem je zakopala obraz v roke.
<Oen.1.1.33.4>Then she buried her face in her hands.
<Osl.1.2.34.5>Očitno je molila.
<Oen.1.1.33.5>It was apparent that she was uttering a prayer.
<Osl.1.2.35.1>V tem trenutku je celotna skupina ljudi izbruhnila v globoko, počasno, ritmično skandiranje "V-B!... V-B!... V-B!...", znova in znova, zelo počasi, z dolgim premorom med V in B -- težak, mrmrajoč, na neki čuden način divjaški šum, v ozadju katerega se je zdelo, da je moč slišati topotanje bosih nog in udarjanje tamtama.
<Oen.1.1.34.1>At this moment the entire group of people broke into a deep, slow, rhythmical chant of " B-B! ... B-B! ... B-B!" -- over and over again, very slowly, with a long pause between the first "B" and the second -- a heavy, murmurous sound, somehow curiously savage, in the background of which one seemed to hear the stamp of naked feet and the throbbing of tom-toms.
<Osl.1.2.35.2>Trajalo je morda trideset sekund.
<Oen.1.1.34.2>For perhaps as much as thirty seconds they kept it up.
<Osl.1.2.35.3>To je bil pripev, ki ga je bilo pogosto slišati v trenutkih vsepremagujočega čustva.
<Oen.1.1.34.3>It was a refrain that was often heard in moments of overwhelming emotion.
<Osl.1.2.35.4>Deloma je bil nekakšna himna modrosti in veličini Velikega brata, toda še bolj je bilo to dejanje samohipnoze, osvobajajoče utapljanje zavesti s sredstvi ritmičnega hrupa.
<Oen.1.1.34.4>Partly it was a sort of hymn to the wisdom and majesty of Big Brother, but still more it was an act of self-hypnosis, a deliberate drowning of consciousness by means of rhythmic noise.
<Osl.1.2.35.5> Winstonu se je zdelo, da mu zmrzuje drobovje.
<Oen.1.1.34.5> Winston's entrails seemed to grow cold.
<Osl.1.2.35.6>Med Dvominutnim sovraštvom si ni mogel kaj, da ne bi sodeloval v vsesplošnem deliriju, a to nečloveško skandiranje "V-B!... V-B!" ga je vedno napolnilo z grozo.
<Oen.1.1.34.6>In the Two Minutes Hate he could not help sharing in the general delirium, but this sub-human chanting of " B-B! ... B-B!" always filled him with horror.
<Osl.1.2.35.7>Seveda je skandiral z drugimi; nemogoče je bilo delati drugače.
<Oen.1.1.34.7>Of course he chanted with the rest: it was impossible to do otherwise.
<Osl.1.2.35.8>Prikrivati čustva, nadzorovati obraz, početi, kar so počeli drugi, je bila instinktivna reakcija.
<Oen.1.1.34.8>To dissemble your feelings, to control your face, to do what everyone else was doing, was an instinctive reaction.
<Osl.1.2.35.9>Toda nekaj sekund bi ga bil izraz njegovih oči lahko kratko in malo izdal.
<Oen.1.1.34.9>But there was a space of a couple of seconds during which the expression of his eyes might conceivably have betrayed him.
<Osl.1.2.35.10>In ravno v tem trenutku se je zgodila tista pomembna stvar -- če se je sploh zgodila.
<Oen.1.1.34.10>And it was exactly at this moment that the significant thing happened -- if, indeed, it did happen.
<Osl.1.2.36.1>Za hip je ujel O'Brienov pogled.
<Oen.1.1.35.1>Momentarily he caught O'Brien's eye.
<Osl.1.2.36.2> O'Brien je bil vstal.
<Oen.1.1.35.2> O'Brien had stood up.
<Osl.1.2.36.3>Snel si je bil očala in si jih je ravnokar znova natikal na nos s tisto svojo značilno kretnjo.
<Oen.1.1.35.3>He had taken off his spectacles and was in the act of resettling them on his nose with his characteristic gesture.
<Osl.1.2.36.4>Toda za drobec sekunde so se njune oči srečale in v tistem hipu, ko se je to zgodilo, je Winston vedel -- da, vedel je -- da misli O'Brien prav tako kot on.
<Oen.1.1.35.4>But there was a fraction of a second when their eyes met, and for as long as it took to happen Winston knew -- yes, he knew! -- that O'Brien was thinking the same thing as himself.
<Osl.1.2.36.5>Nezmotljivo sporočilo je bilo oddano.
<Oen.1.1.35.5>An unmistakable message had passed.
<Osl.1.2.36.6>Bilo je, kot bi se njuna duhova odprla in bi misli plavale od enega do drugega skozi oči.
<Oen.1.1.35.6>It was as though their two minds had opened and the thoughts were flowing from one into the other through their eyes.
<Osl.1.2.36.7>"S teboj sem", se je zdelo, da mu pravi O'Brien.
<Oen.1.1.35.7>"I am with you," O'Brien seemed to be saying to him.
<Osl.1.2.36.8>"Natanko vem, kaj čutiš."
<Oen.1.1.35.8>"I know precisely what you are feeling."
<Osl.1.2.36.9>"Vse vem o tvojem preziru, o tvojem sovraštvu in gnusu."
<Oen.1.1.35.9>"I know all about your contempt, your hatred, your disgust."
<Osl.1.2.36.10>"A ne skrbi, jaz sem na tvoji strani."
<Oen.1.1.35.10>"But don't worry, I am on your side!"
<Osl.1.2.36.11>In nato je preblisk razuma ugasnil in O'Brienov obraz je bil prav tako nedoumljiv kakor obrazi vseh drugih.
<Oen.1.1.35.11>And then the flash of intelligence was gone, and O'Brien's face was as inscrutable as everybody else's.
<Osl.1.2.37.1>To je bilo vse in že ni bil več gotov, ali se je sploh zgodilo.
<Oen.1.1.36.1>That was all, and he was already uncertain whether it had happened.
<Osl.1.2.37.2>Taki pripetljaji so ostali brez nadaljevanja.
<Oen.1.1.36.2>Such incidents never had any sequel.
<Osl.1.2.37.3>Dosegli so samo to, da so mu ohranjali njegovo prepričanje ali upanje, da so ostali okrog njega sovražniki Partije.
<Oen.1.1.36.3>All that they did was to keep alive in him the belief, or hope, that others besides himself were the enemies of the Party.
<Osl.1.2.37.4>Morda so govorice o veliki podtalni zaroti resnične -- morda Bratovščina zares obstaja.
<Oen.1.1.36.4>Perhaps the rumours of vast underground conspiracies were true after all -- perhaps the Brotherhood really existed!
<Osl.1.2.37.5>Kljub neskončni vrsti aretacij, zasliševanj in usmrtitev ni bilo mogoče zatrdno vedeti, ali ni Bratovščina le mit.
<Oen.1.1.36.5>It was impossible, in spite of the endless arrests and confessions and executions, to be sure that the Brotherhood was not simply a myth.
<Osl.1.2.37.6>Včasih je verjel vanjo, včasih ne.
<Oen.1.1.36.6>Some days he believed in it, some days not.
<Osl.1.2.37.7>Dokaza ni bilo, le površni namigi, ki so lahko pomenili nekaj ali pa nič: odlomki slučajno ujetih pogovorov, drobne čačke po stenah stranišč -- včasih celo, kadar sta se srečala dva tujca -- majhen migljaj rok, ki je bil videti, da bi lahko bilo razpoznavno znamenje.
<Oen.1.1.36.7>There was no evidence, only fleeting glimpses that might mean anything or nothing: snatches of overheard conversation, faint scribbles on lavatory walls -- once, even, when two strangers met, a small movement of the hand which had looked as though it might be a signal of recognition.
<Osl.1.2.37.8>Vse to pa je bilo le ugibanje; zelo verjetno si je vse le domišljal.
<Oen.1.1.36.8>It was all guesswork: very likely he had imagined everything.
<Osl.1.2.37.9>Vrnil se je v svoj predelek, ne da bi se ozrl na O'Briena.
<Oen.1.1.36.9>He had gone back to his cubicle without looking at O'Brien again.
<Osl.1.2.37.10>Misel, da bi nadaljeval njun trenutni stik, mu je komaj šinila v glavo.
<Oen.1.1.36.10>The idea of following up their momentary contact hardly crossed his mind.
<Osl.1.2.37.11>Bilo bi nedopovedljivo nevarno, tudi ko bi bil vedel, kako naj to izpelje.
<Oen.1.1.36.11>It would have been inconceivably dangerous even if he had known how to set about doing it.
<Osl.1.2.37.12>Za trenutek, dva sta izmenjala sumljiv pogled in to je bil konec zgodbe.
<Oen.1.1.36.12>For a second, two seconds, they had exchanged an equivocal glance, and that was the end of the story.
<Osl.1.2.37.13> Toda tudi to je bil dogodek, ki si ga je bilo vredno zapomniti v zaklenjeni osamljenosti, v kateri je bilo treba živeti.
<Oen.1.1.36.13>But even that was a memorable event, in the locked loneliness in which one had to live.
<Osl.1.2.38.1> Winston se je prebudil in se vzravnal.
<Oen.1.1.37.1> Winston roused himself and sat up straighter.
<Osl.1.2.38.2>Rignil je.
<Oen.1.1.37.2>He let out a belch.
<Osl.1.2.38.3>Gin se mu je dvigal iz želodca.
<Oen.1.1.37.3>The gin was rising from his stomach.
<Osl.1.2.39.1>Osredotočil je pogled na papir.
<Oen.1.1.38.1>His eyes re-focused on the page.
<Osl.1.2.39.2>Odkril je, da je medtem, ko je sedel in nemočno razglabljal, skoraj avtomatično tudi pisal.
<Oen.1.1.38.2>He discovered that while he sat helplessly musing he had also been writing, as though by automatic action.
<Osl.1.2.39.3>In pisava ni bila več krčevita in okorna kot prej.
<Oen.1.1.38.3>And it was no longer the same cramped, awkward handwriting as before.
<Osl.1.2.39.4>Njegovo pero je nasladno drselo po gladkem papirju in z velikimi, lepimi črkami tiskalo -- "Dol z Velikim Bratom""Dol z Velikim Bratom""Dol z Velikim Bratom""Dol z Velikim Bratom""Dol z Velikim Bratom""Dol z Velikim Bratom" znova in znova, dokler ni napolnilo pol strani.
<Oen.1.1.38.4>His pen had slid voluptuously over the smooth paper, printing in large neat capitals "Down with Big Brother""Down with Big Brother""Down with Big Brother""Down with Big Brother""Down with Big Brother" over and over again, filling half a page.
<Osl.1.2.40.1>Ni si mogel kaj, da ne bi bil začutil zbodljaja preplaha.
<Oen.1.1.39.1>He could not help feeling a twinge of panic.
<Osl.1.2.40.2>To je bilo nesmiselno, kajti napisati teh nekaj besed ni bilo nevarnejše kakor že samo to, da je začel pisati dnevnik; za trenutek ga je imelo, da bi iztrgal pokvarjeni list in svoj podvig v celoti opustil.
<Oen.1.1.39.2>It was absurd, since the writing of those particular words was not more dangerous than the initial act of opening the diary, but for a moment he was tempted to tear out the spoiled pages and abandon the enterprise altogether.
<Osl.1.2.41.1>Vendar pa tega ni storil, saj je vedel, da bi bilo brez pomena.
<Oen.1.1.40.1>He did not do so, however, because he knew that it was useless.
<Osl.1.2.41.2>Popolnoma vseeno je bilo, ali je napisal "Dol z Velikim Bratom", ali pa se je tega vzdržal.
<Oen.1.1.40.2>Whether he wrote "Down with Big Brother," or whether he refrained from writing it, made no difference.
<Osl.1.2.41.3>Miselna policija bi ga prav tako dobila.
<Oen.1.1.40.4>The Thought Police would get him just the same.
<Osl.1.2.41.4>Zagrešil je -- in bi zagrešil tudi, če bi ne bil položil peresa na papir -- poglavitni zločin, ki je zajemal v sebi vse druge.
<Oen.1.1.40.5>He had committed -- would still have committed, even if he had never set pen to paper -- the essential crime that contained all others in itself.
<Osl.1.2.41.5>Imenovali so ga miselni zločin.
<Oen.1.1.40.6>*Thoughtcrime*, they called it.
<Osl.1.2.41.6>Miselni zločin ni bil stvar, ki bi se jo bilo dalo za zmeraj prikriti.
<Oen.1.1.40.7>*Thoughtcrime* was not a thing that could be concealed for ever.
<Osl.1.2.41.7>Uspešno si se lahko skril za kratek čas, morda celo za leto dni, toda prej ali slej so te dobili.
<Oen.1.1.40.8>You might dodge successfully for a while, even for years, but sooner or later they were bound to get you.
<Osl.1.2.42.1>Vedno se je zgodilo ponoči, vse aretacije brez izjeme so se dogajale ponoči.
<Oen.1.1.41.1>It was always at night -- the arrests invariably happened at night.
<Osl.1.2.42.2>Nenaden sunek v spanju, surova roka, ki stresa za rame, luči, ki svetijo v oči, obroč trdih obrazov okrog postelje.
<Oen.1.1.41.2>The sudden jerk out of sleep, the rough hand shaking your shoulder, the lights glaring in your eyes, the ring of hard faces round the bed.
<Osl.1.2.42.3>V veliki večini primerov ni bilo ne procesov ne poročil o aretaciji.
<Oen.1.1.41.3>In the vast majority of cases there was no trial, no report of the arrest.
<Osl.1.2.42.4>Ljudje so preprosto izginili, vedno ponoči.
<Oen.1.1.41.4>People simply disappeared, always during the night.
<Osl.1.2.42.5>Aretirančevo ime so odstranili s seznamov, vsak ostanek njegove dejavnosti so izbrisali, njegov nekdanji obstoj so zanikali in nato pozabili.
<Oen.1.1.41.5>Your name was removed from the registers, every record of everything you had ever done was wiped out, your one-time existence was denied and then forgotten.
<Osl.1.2.42.6>Bil je ukinjen, izničen: izhlapel, je bil običajni izraz.
<Oen.1.1.41.6>You were abolished, annihilated: "vaporized" was the usual word.
<Osl.1.2.43.1>Za trenutek ga je pograbila nekakšna histerija.
<Oen.1.1.42.1>For a moment he was seized by a kind of hysteria.
<Osl.1.2.43.2>Začel je pisati s hitrimi, nečitljivimi čačkami:
<Oen.1.1.42.2>He began writing in a hurried untidy scrawl:
<Osl.1.2.44.1.1>ustrelili me bojo briga me ustrelili me bojo v tilnik briga me dol z velikim bratom vedno te ustrelijo v tilnik briga me dol z velikim bratom --
<Oen.1.1.43.1.1>theyll shoot me i don't care theyll shoot me in the back of the neck i dont care down with big brother they always shoot you in the back of the neck i dont care down with big brother
<Osl.1.2.45.1>Nekoliko osramočen se je naslonil nazaj in odložil pero.
<Oen.1.1.44.1>He sat back in his chair, slightly ashamed of himself, and laid down the pen.
<Osl.1.2.45.2>Naslednji hip je vzdrgetal.
<Oen.1.1.44.2>The next moment he started violently.
<Osl.1.2.45.3>Potrkalo je na vrata.
<Oen.1.1.44.3>There was a knocking at the door.
<Osl.1.2.46.1>Že!
<Oen.1.1.45.1>Already!
<Osl.1.2.46.2>Sedel je tiho kot miš, v jalovem upanju, da bo, kdorkoli je že, odšel po enkratnem poskusu.
<Oen.1.1.45.2>He sat as still as a mouse, in the futile hope that whoever it was might go away after a single attempt.
<Osl.1.2.46.3>A ne, trkanje se je ponovilo.
<Oen.1.1.45.3>But no, the knocking was repeated.
<Osl.1.2.46.4>Najslabše od vsega bi se bilo pritajiti.
<Oen.1.1.45.4>The worst thing of all would be to delay.
<Osl.1.2.46.5>Srce mu je udarjalo kakor boben, a njegov obraz je bil zaradi dolge vaje verjetno brezizrazen.
<Oen.1.1.45.5>His heart was thumping like a drum, but his face, from long habit, was probably expressionless.
<Osl.1.2.46.6>Vstal je in težko odšel proti vratom.
<Oen.1.1.45.6>He got up and moved heavily towards the door.